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kakaa.. suddenly got mood to blog now...

jz a blog to show san n every1 i'm J-fever....

well.. for those who noe me...
they will noe tat...
Jay is alwiz my idol...
[so nvr nvr tell me u dun like him in front me...]
n i m crazy over him...
JaY
jay rox!!!

okie okie.. i m alwiz dream on tat i will get d jackpot on 1 day n i gotta be rich n rich n rich!! day dreamer rite?? i knew.. but life without dreams are bored... i dun think jade suits me but i still like to get alot jewelleries... indulgence?? mayb... hehe...

yaya.. expecting on CNY... uncle's gf had invited us to go her new hse in batu pahat.. i dun reli close with her.. but she said in the bathroom got jacuzzi wo... hahaha.. anythin will do.. instead of goin to her hse on CNY, i wish tat i can go to hav a jaunt... mayb go to Japan?? i shall stop dreaming... class is goin to start in January yet i still alwiz dreaming.. wat to do ar??
goin move back to cheras soon once d new sem start... shall start to pack my bag d... hehe.. i will rmb to bring my jacket tat i jz bought n also d jeans... hehe.. o else i will freeze in d class.. shall buy some junk food too... hehe...
recently too bored in the hse.. except following the track n listen to new songs.. i think my bro played alot jazz too.. but i still prefer RnB... u guys judge la.. jazz o RnB better??

-Jingle bell-
xmas is jz ard the corner... knew tat my younger cousin will go to singapore to celeb her xmas.. i feel goin out too but i dun like to stuck in d jam.. as tat is annoying!! jealousnya.. y she can go to singapore...while i hav to work >.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">jinx next to me.. bad luck wei..

p/s: any1 interested on joining me to get my jigsaw puzzle done??

san... i m J-fever now... n dunno how long it can last.. dun u?? since u said u r Jay's fans too ma... blek...

tag

tagged again.. tagged by d susan babe.. okok.. den i will do this.. hahaa... since my blog is so dead.. wakakaa... so...

1

2

3

Go!!!

A. Attached or Single?
for this 1.. i will take san's answer.. yeah..

† Single but attached

B. Best Friend?

† i dunno do i hav any of dem as best fren, but i treasure every fren tat i hav

C. Cake or pie?

† erm.. can i hav both??

ok.. i will take cake..only if i'm being forced to choose either 1.

D. Day of choice?

† i dunno wat will happen for every single day, so everyday i will expect..

E. Essential item?

† well, i m realistic.. $$ is essential of course.
altho v said money is not everything, but everything is about $$$$

so.. MONEY!!!!

F. Favorite colour?

† no doubt.. purple rox!!

G. Gummy bears or worms?

† weird question.. but gummy bears la of cos..

H. Hometown?

† Muar, Johor.. [diff from u all ler.. wink**]

I. Favorite indulgence?

† eatin.. ice cream n also chocolate ^^

J. January or July?

† January.. beginning of d yr.. ^^

[erm, j mz only stand for month? cant b sum1 ar?? san.. u got wat i mean??]

K. Kids?

† well, as u all can see.. i dun hav any for now,

while..

i m behaving like a kid even though i m 20 d..

L. Life isn't complete without?

† FnF (fren & Family), $$, my handphone, lappie, internet, msn n OUTING!!

M. Marriage date?

† walao eh.. i duwan to step into d grave tat early lo.. no idea..

N. Number of brothers and sisters?

† hehe.. I'm d ELDEST!!

1 Damn Annoying younger bro n 1 younger sis..

O. Oranges or apples?

† oranges.. but i heartx my green apples too.. >.<

P. Phobias?

† alot ler... n not gud to expose my weakness ler..

Q. Quotes?

† i am who i am, love me for who i m

R. Reasons to smile?

† mayb U r d reason to let me smile..

but..

i agree on san's n cheez's answer..

u DUNIt A REASON TO SMILE WEI!!

jz smile when u wan!

T. Tag 5 people

† ivan, dathxintor, nikko, gary, hooiching

U. Unknown fact about me?

† erm.. unknown side ar??

mayb the SYOK SENDIRI style when i meet san n ivan gua..

i dunno either.. kakaka

V. Vegetable?

† i aint tat picky.. jz i m bit bit choosy...

anything as long as i feel is nice to eat...

W. Worst habits?

† get to b emo easily..

† SLOTH is my biggest sin ever.. hahaha

X. X-ray or Ultrasound?

† no idea... swt!!

Y. Your favorite type of food?

† as long as it is delicious.. n if i m in mood...

Z. Zodiac

† LibRa..

d peace-lover.. n also d indecisive 1..

ok la.. since san say i shall camwhore more.. i think i understand tat she miss me so so much.. n here go my latest ss pic.. hahaa.. san.. wipe away ur saliva when u see tis.. miss ya~~

mE

HeLLo!!

I'm guilty ler... as in...

i left my blog so dead for so long..

till i saw san babe kip update... ish...

i like vy long time din update d wor...

wat had happened to me ler..

seldom ss

seldom camwhore

seldom update my blog d...

y???

bcoz

my life is so bored n lifeless la..

no outing

n it is not happening at all

wat m i goin to blog about lar????

xmas is jz around d corner.. yet i dun hav any plan on tat~~ so u guys there.. any plan den update me lar.. i m pity enuf ler... no place to go ler.. sobz~~

year 2008 is goin to end... look through tis year... actually quite alot things had happened.. d happy 1, d sad 1, d nice 1, d sux 1... for those things tat not nice n sad 1.. i had learned to accept.. those cant kill me can make me strong.. although i cant stop them from happened but i can learn to accept n adapt... for d happy 1, i kip it as memories lo!!

so.. let's start... erm.. thx tat i did work in PCS from jan to march.. altho it is a very short period.... 3 months.. i had noe a bunch of new frens.. who are dey? susan, ivan, darryl n etc etc.... alot alot new experience when joined dem.. ^^ esp wit my san babe.. [ehem ehem. altho her camwhore level has gone severe, yet i will stilla dmit she is my san babe.. wat to do?? wakakaka] but d chance to hang out become lesser when we all start to hav d studylife.. sigh.. summo timing alwiz not chun!! i cant join also.. sob!!!! thx u guys... ^^ nvr regret to noe u all~

from april to sept... ya... i worked in office.. hahaa.. sumwhere i worked before.. office life is boring den the PCS life but... i can go home earlier n dun nit to stand for few hours per day wo.. so still ok ba...

sept... this is when my uni life started... 1st time move out from d hse.. from cant get used to live outside without family till i enjoy d life there... again i get to noe alot alot new frens from diff places... dwei,shawn,jackie from east malaysia.. sabahan n sarawakian~~ ahhahaa... den brian, kok kian n xhik from penang... joselynn, serena, Onion n so on... haha.. u guys.. reli make my life more colourful~~ ^^

den my sem break start from nov n last for 2 months... back to work again in office.. but yet still so so so expectong d study life to start again.. life is so so dull n lifeless.. sob...

anything special for this year?

erm.. i think is the 20yrs old bday celebration.. ya... i m 20 tis yr.. the 1st time i celeb my bday wit a gang of frens in ktv.. ^^ n also d 1st time i hang out till so late wit dem... went to ktv at d nite b4 my bday.. went around 10 and sang till 4am for d next day... so i passed my 20th bday at the vy 1st moment wit my frens in ktv.. rite chun chun at 12am, they wished me.. thx.. especially to jason.. who came to cheras jz to celeb my bday wit me.. thx alot alot.. ^^ n also thx to my coursemates... thx to brian tat asked d permission from lecturer n asked d whole class to sing me d bday song.. thx.. thx to joselynn n serena tat walked to secret recipe to buy me cake.. thx every1 tat shared for d cake n every1 tat wish me..thx!! muaxies.. love u guys... jz a lil to feel guilt.. my san babe not wit me ta time.. sigh...

the 1 months of uni life reli let i see another side of d study life.. haha.. is reli much more diff from the secondary sch life... v spend more time wit frens.. wat i experienced thru tat 2 months ler?? hahaa.. din sleep for whole nite but lepak in mamak wit frens.. crap this n tat... got o mcd at mid9 jz to eat d ice cream... went to giant hypermarket together to buy ingredients for dinner... went to "lil genting" it benard n susan n my frens... went to pasar mlm at ard 2am in d morning.. swt sial.. hahaa.. another GREAT thing... me, Elene ran around the swimming pool for 3 rounds.. ya.. laugh as loud as u gus wan... how can i ever do tat idiot things.. wont repeat it in next sem d.. hahaha... 2 months aint short but aint long too.. but i appreciate it.. thx for every1 tat take part n appear in my life yeah..

k la.. tis is a vy vy long post d.. got to bek to work d.. shall update again soon...

p/s: thx for san babe tat stay beside me n comfort me whenever i had any problem.. ^^

9 words women use...

1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4.)Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5.)Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguingwith you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.)Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8.)Whatever : Is a women's way of saying FUCK YOU!

9.)Don't worry about it, I got it : Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.Then you RUN!


this is wat san babe send to me.. jz share it here... kinda true...

sien

28th of nov.. time flies? i dunno.. i jz feel the time passed vy vy vy slow.. still another month only i goin start my new sem.. sigh.. long way to go weiiiiiii....................

lifeless... n tat is y no update in my blog. sigh.. I WAN GO OUT wei!!! any 1 out thr wan bring me o join me for any outing??

sIEN sIAL~~~~~~

listen to your heart...

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been when love was wilder than the wind.

笨的可以

听你开心说着 你的事情
我有一种莫名 心跳反应
夜深人静时候 突然想到你
没有原因 没有逻辑 谁能说明
总以为 我们是 地球的南北两极
直到 分开旅行 我才明白
有好多的话想说给你听
是我笨得可以 我们早就相遇
我说服我自己 这一切只是友情
是你让我相信 两颗心没有距离
我才发现 原来我爱着你
总是爱捉弄我 寻我开心
从来没有想过 会喜欢你
也许爱情就是 没什么道理
缘分来临 措手不及谁看得清
直到分开旅行 我才明白
有好多的话 想说给你听
是我笨的可以 我们早就相遇
是我笨的可以 没看穿你的心
还以为这只是 爱情无聊的恶作剧
是我笨的可以 我终于面对自己
勇敢证明 我是真的爱你
我是真的爱你

问

爱情真的是甜蜜的吗？
也许吧

无奈的是
我一直
与那份甜蜜擦身而过

与你的联系
逐渐少了
想念你的次数
却有增无减

你真的有事在忙吗？
还是那只是一个借口？

我
不想问
不敢问
不能问
害怕那会是一个
我不能接受的答案
所以选择了逃避
可是却又不断地胡思乱想
我究竟该怎么办？

当泪滴再次顺着脸庞滑下时
是否也意味着是时候放弃了？

:+: 紫雁 :+:

ego kills

erm.. d words kinda blur rite? jz saw tis thru a mail.. nvm.. i will type it out so u all can see tat...

如果你很爱很爱一个人，

可是难免有时候会受你所爱的人的气，

你可能会很气很气，

但是不论如何气，

不要去争输赢，争面子，

要记得， 不论如何，

自己都不要做一个后悔的人，

宁可让一步，

只因你内心深处明白，

他是一个值得你爱的人.

roughly.. all these are about.. erm.. dun lose sum1 u like/love jz bcoz of ur ego o temper.. dun go think who is d winner o loser.. when u r d 1 tat tolerate, doesn't mean u r d loser.. jz tat u choose to tolerate as u understand u r tolerating wit sum1 tat worth for it.. no E- G -O!!

emO

i jz wish to hide myself in d corner now.. pls.. let i do so..




-hAppY eNdinG???- mayb u think so.. but not for mie..

gosh...

all came bek again...

those annoying feelin...

i m insecure rite now.

u knew i getting insecure easily

u knew i afraid to b alone

yet u left me

to face d darkness

on my own..

t.h.a.n.k.s