can u?

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful,
but the uncontrollable tears never stop flowing
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Please don't go away

randomly

the nite is still young..
the weather is hot...
but y m i feelin cold?
cold-hearted.. did such word exists?

u said i go emo when things dun get exactly d same as wat i wish...
aint tis human?
i nvr say i m perfect..
jz wondering...
whether it is
u noe wat i expect but u just ignored it...
o u reli duno it?
o u dun giv a damn on tat?

i reli duno..
i cant noe wat u wan either...
duno wat u think...

m i doin d rite thing?
o did i do the thing right?

-Hope for the best, expect the worst, take what comes-
i m jz a normal human.. i still cant apply tis theory well.... nvr learn to take things easy as well....

-emowannabe is signing off-

bf o fren?

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
for every gal, there will b a guy beside her, but the 1 is not boyfren..
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
but, why cant u2 b together?
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
mayb he jz too care on his frens, so he cant go after u
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
mayb bcoz his family member's opinion, so u 2 cant get to b together...
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
mayb bcoz he wanted to go oversea to further his studies, but he din ask u to wait for him...
也许你们相遇太早，
mayb u 2 jz meet too early...
还不懂得珍惜对方。
n duno how to appreciate each other..
也许你们相遇太晚，
mayb u 2 meet too late d
你们身边已经有了另一个人。
both of u are already attached to others..
也许你回头太迟，
mayb u jz realised too late
对方已不再等待
he is no longer waiting for u
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
mayb u 2 are guessing
而迟迟无法跨出界线。
but nvr try to make a move
不过即使你们没在一起，
but altho u 2 din get to b together
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
u 2 remain the status as fren..
但是你们心底清楚，
but deep in d heart, both of u are clear wit that
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
u concern n care tis fren more den normal fren
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
altho u 2 cant hold hand n go out together
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
but u 2 are frens that will talk bout everything..
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
if he say he like sum1, u will say tat u gotta help him to get d gal..
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
but deep in ur heart u r nt clear tat do u hope tat he can get d gal..
他遇到困难时，
when he is in trouble,
你会尽你所能的帮他，
u will try to help him al d best
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
u wont care izzit he had bring trouble to u..
男女朋友吃醋了，
if ur couple feel jealous over the guy
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
u will jz comfort dem n tell dem u 2 are jz frens
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
but u will feel not sure in ur heart.. izzit jz fren
每个人这辈子，
in every1's life
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
they will gt a special fren like tis..
很矛盾的行为。
it is confusing...
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
actually at d beginning, u duwan to b fren only...
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
but u found that this is d best after sometimes...
你宁愿这样关心他，
u will rather to concern him in tis way
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
rather den u2 couple up n will get break up at 1 day later...
你宁愿做他的朋友，
u rather to b his fren
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
so u 2 wont get jealous n tat is y can talk on everythin...
特别是这样，
n especially
你还是知道，
u will still noe that
他永远会关心你的
he will care for u forever
做不成男女朋友，
cant get to b couple
当他那个特别的朋友，
but b his SPECIAL fren
有什么不好呢？
aint it gud?
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
who is this special fren in ur heart?
很多的感情，
in many love problems,
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了
cant even b fren at last jz bcoz it is a single-sided love
常常觉得惋惜，
alwiz we will feel it is pity o wasted
可惜一些本来很好的友情
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
somehow that is supposed b a vy gud frenship
but jz bcoz u dun hav any response when he said d phrase "i like u"
n tis frenship is hard to get continued...
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
n this is y sum1 duwan to make d 1st move...
因为这就像是一场赌注，
bcoz it is jz like a bet
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
after confessed, it is either b couple
要不就连朋友都当不成了。
o else no more fren...
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
sometimes there is something tat u cant expect
mayb d opponent will dun mind...
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好.
u 2 can still b fren.. but nt as close as b4 anymore....


read tis from mail... yea.. agree on this totally... dun u?

update..

Wow wow.. I left my lovely blog for quite a tempo d lo.. psps.. wat to do ler? I m super duper busy for tis sem ler.. haiz.. taking all those stupid subjects make I felt frustrated… haix.. well.. read bek my previous blog.. oo.. those quiz ended d.. n I done my moral assign too.. wit 2300 words.. wakaka.. *APPLAUSE for me* I wont do tat anymore.. stupid assign… to b honest.. although I had passed up that, but till nw I still dun hav idea on wat I had written.. hehe..
Erm.. so nw is my time to update my blog wit backdated posts and activities.. I m jz too lazy to update at the vy first moment ma.. den who noe time FLIES.. nvm la.. I update nw lo.. wakaka…
Well… although I do alwiz complain on the stupid studies thing.. n reli do feel tension sometimes. But I feel happy too.. hehe.. bcoz our ss gang is getting bigger n bigger lo.. hehe.. johan n siong chin had joined us.. n hehe.. I think they are ss member too.. wakaka.. especially our big bro>>> JOHAN.. ou yea, for those who read my blog for d 1st time… SS stand for SYOK SENDIRI.. n yet.. I can intro my gang thru pics.. hehe..
We went to GREENBOX on 11 feb straight after our JAVA quiz.. although we have ard hour to do the paper.. o 1 hour n 30 mins.. I aint sure.. bcoz I used 15mins to do all those questions… hehe.. yet I dun dare pass up my paper.. bcoz I duwanna b d first 1 tat hand up ler.. I afraid other would misunderstood tat I m pro.. hehe.. once I saw there was sum1 tat hand up his paper, I straight hand my paper as well.. n.. wakaka.. my ss gang members also came out 1 by 1 after me.. great… v skipped d java lab and went to sing k.. yea.. I knew we shouldn’t do so.. but.. study hard n PLAY HARDER.. wakaka.. n seem like we all understand this theory and applied it to the fullest too.. at 1st v tot to sing for the noon session only but since the waitress told us tat as long as v pay extra rm10 den v can eat the buffet and prolong our singing hours.. end up v only left sg wang at 9.30pm.. yet we continued our happy hour wit “lepak-ing” in the pasar mlm.. wakaka.. for sure our outing will b full wit the lovely pics.. hehe..

since we are d only 3 gals there.. so each of us gt our own ss pic.. wakakaka..

my fav cakes.. hehee

hehee.. i dun und y johan has tis pose in this comin pic ler.. look like unhappy wor...

n see d old song tat they sang.... can u guys guess wat song is tat?

I think all of us born to b poser.. v can even camwhore when v r having our uni chem2 session.. hehe.. jz to free to do so.. sobz.. the stupid gang photo… I m nt included in tat ler.. YER... protest..

n the group photo....

well.. they all say that tis pic look great... *wink* sure la.. i m d photographer ler... but they claimed that the pic look because i m nt included.. sad

Come come.. let me intro our big bro in d gang.. MR JOHAN!! Hehe.. he alwiz claim tat he is only 18 yrs old.. but all of us noe d fact. Wakaka… his solo pic.. erm.. dun view if u jz done wit ur dinner o meals!!!

erm.. he hold d 4 Queens in his hand.. he dun even wan Ace....

Btw.. kinda miss my BLACK hair days.. but.. I dun think I goin dye back d colour so soon.. o else.. my mum sure gonna chop me for simply spend d money!!! jz miss that because some of my frens say I look better in black hair.. look younger.. yer.. sad la.. nvm lo.. hehe.. I put some black hair pics here too… all of dem were taken at the beginning of this yr..

Erm.. here go my solo ss pic.. hehe.. jz too long din update ma.. so I show all at once?? Wakaka…

hehe. latest ler.. jz trim my front part of hair.. hehehe..

will update again soon!!!

SS gang in LiBrarY

today jz had my uni chem 2 quiz.. ish.. duno how to do... haix.. n.. tired ar.. stupid la.. got TONs of work to do... let's see ya...

1. moral assignment... wit the number of words mz in range of 2000-3000 words..

due date:next wed

[dumb la.. how to write so long ler?? i wonder.. can exceed 1000words edi counted nt bad ler..]

2. chem lab report, due date is next tuesday

3. revision for java, quiz on WED.. [n i m totally blur wit those codings...]

n tis week gto lab session for structural biochem.. sob.. bz like hell la...

erm, 4get it.. hehe.. update awhile on my blog.. hehe.. after d outing on MCD, well.. we all are gud students... so we went ot library on yesterday... hehe.. bcoz there was a short break btw 2 classes.. n dwei said v shall go to library to revise for our coming chem quiz..

well.. now i can conclude tat, the revision dun work on me..

AS I STILL DUNNO TO DO TAT QUIZ FOR TODAY!!!

hehe... we tried to b quiet in library... n we did reli study.. hehe.. n take pics too...

dedicated to study... n u can see our dedication thru these pics...

but.. too bad... those high-tech products distracted us....

see... the handphone making us cant fully concentrate.. things gone worse when d ipod touch is there... hehe.. listening to songs summo...

oh yea... if either of u are having problems on imsonia... i think... d best way to make u all fall asleep is studyin... dun blif?? jz take a look here...

serena n me... taking rest in library... wakakaka....

n... see.. in this coming pic... sum1 is tryin to show her fingers...

cant see clearly rite?? nvm.. i gt the clearer pic...

ya... nail art... hehee....

nowadays... the handphone come wit the camera function... so v should hav use on it.. since all of us are EXHAUSTED after did d revision.. so camwhore session... hehe

wakakaa... ya.. posing is my hobby.. hehe...

seem like v can take pic at everywhere... wakaka... havin gud time in the library.. hehe...

p/s: bless me tat i can hand up my things on date.. ^^