i m so LOST!!

m i being too mean?

i dun think i m..

i m jz treating u all wit d ways u guys used to treat me..

i wanna b gud to u guys too..

but how u all response??

as tho i m an outsider..

u guys jz being unfair...

y things seem so diff?

bias...

is d only word tat i can think of...

i duwan to b mean to u all.. but..

how m i goin b gud to u when i knew u all like to talk behind me?

ya,

call me petty den!

darknesssss

sob... i think.. i was not in a vy good luck month or year... sigh.. planned a so called surprise but end up tak jadi... everything is done d, but a problem just sud pop out den everything gone... i just cant defeat d destiny o fate?? i jz wish tat i m able to give a lil surprise to a fren.. yet tak jadi also.. useless me?? sigh... feelin down all the while... i can only kip d plan till next time d... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

missing a friend...

i found out tat everytime when i was down. i feel like talkin to you..

as tho u r d only 1 tat will understand wat m i goin to tell...

as tho only u r d only 1 tat i can trust

as tho u r d 1 tat ale to cheer me up...

i miss u alots... hope u r doin fine... take care...