26/11

i m still emo as alwiz.
i cant solve d probs tat i m facing,
but can only accept it.
i dunno wat i can do thus i decided not to do anything.
i can only hope for d best.
god.. if u can hear me.. pls help me..

since my mood is so moody all the while..
i found tat i can only be cheerful when i talked to some of my frens tat i can trust.
n my mood becum better when i watched d korean drama,
yeap. i watched d BOYS OVER FLOWERs, over n over again..
but still dun get bored..
watching the cute gal n those yummy boys and also d storyline... i smiled.

i dun ask much, but i jz hope things get better pls...

WtF

FRIENd stands foR??

ya.. tis is wat so called FREN will do..
stabbing u without ur notification..

i m sick of tis... y i will think for u but u jz nvr put me into d consideration??

sorry to be rude... but... tis time.. jz bear wit me.. WTF... wat the hell r u thinkin.. u bitch!! i fucking hate d life now.. tis is how u treat fren.. i SHALL remember...

i m reli tired..
i lose d sense of judging...
i dunno wat is fren anymore...
i fucking hate crying...
but y m i alwiz doin tat??
i wish for a shoulder...
who will be my crying shoulder?

only me

blog is dead

due to my laziness...

ARGH!!!

havin my holidays now...

but i m doin my internship as well..

so equal to no holz.

recently i m so addicted to korean drama.. hehe

DANG DANG!!

i knew it is not new released.. haha.. but i jz love it...

i m so into lee min ho n kim hyun joong!!

chun!!

missing...

-missing u is signing off-

- tWenTy oNe -

well.. finally i m 21 officially...

come, let's see wat I can do now..

CASINO here i cum...

i m not sum1 tat tend to gamble, but i jz wan to go in to tat place...

n tis time i wont b hearing d indian women tellin me

" bulan sepuluh baru datang lagi"

HMPH.. CHECK my IC laaaaa.. blekkkk

okie... summo wat ler?? can vote??

LOL.. i m on d fence for those political thingys..

so tis is not something ta make me feel exciting also...

21.. den i can enter zouk?

LOL.. o some clubs which d age limit??

WAKAKKAKAAA... tis is so exciting??

i can tell my mum.. 21 d la.. i can go CLUB...

but will my stubborn dad allow me to do so??

hmmm...

okie.. that is enough for my craziness.. 21 so?? nothing diff also.. life still goes on, exam still comin, tonnes of works n my emo-ness nvr fade...BUT being 21 jz like stepping into another chapter of my life.. somehow, somewhere, somewhen it jz indicating i m no longer a child.
I M NOT A KID ANYMORE!!

tis is wat i got from my mummy as present. followin d tradition, i got a key from my mum on my bday. a pendant of key.. LOL.. i lub it.. cute n nice... but what it represents? i duno how u guys will think but for me.. is just like i got d key.. a key that shows i m alr mature enuf to b responsible on wat i m doin.. A key to unlock another diff stage of my life.. i duno where i m headin to... but i m sure it is goin to b full with challenges.. o mayb it is a key to lock up my sad past times so i could face d future with more courage n happiness??

i alwiz say i dunno when people ask me bout what i wan to be o about my future.. is time for me to change.. i hav to set a goal for myself.. i cant keep tellin every1 that i dunno... instead i reli duno lar.. hahaa... hopefully i dun lead myself to d wrong path... for some other, i might b imperfect, but who cares?? they might backstab me, they might accuse me, but i noe who i m. as long as i feel it is right, den i will jz follow what my heart asks me to do.. i duwan to b pity candle anymore... i will only care who i wan to care..

* * * *

yr 2009= yr thaT i becum adult

let's see what is memorable okie?

[only gud things i will mention]

1st time wear heel to uni on my BDAY

[ lame rig? but i almost fall down =___= ]

1st time went to GENTING with d gang

[ i doubt is there a 2nd chance ]

1st time fly kite..

[ i jz hold d string? LOL ]

1st time meet LINDA N LAMFUNG in real life...

1st time went to CLUB [april]

1st time visit to INTi

1st time travel to uni wit ktm

[n now it bcum normal.. sigh]

1st time sneaked out from house at midnite time..

[ when my parents were zZZ-ing ]

1st time watched 2 movies in a row..

[as in wit fren, i alwiz do so wit fam]

1st time COUNtdown for INdependence DAy @ s.p

[altho no fireworks]

1st time went to BERJAYA HILLS @ pahang

1st time went to fren's house @ mid9 to see d dog

1st time went INTERVIEW in fully formal attire

[on my bday summo]

1st time went to mamak till 4am in d morning..

[ n din get caught by mum.. PROUD]

1st time being called CLUBBER!!

[wu wu wu.. i went 4 times ny la]

1st time in DYING HAIR...

1st time in TRYIN CURLY HAIR which only last for 2 o 3 days??

n d most exciting 1..

1st time i saw miracle.. it appeared...

1st time score A+ in my subject.. LOL

there is still lots of 1st time.. but i lazy to type out d.. LOL....

hmmmm...altho there were alot 1st time but looking back year 2009, it is nt really a happie year for me.. ugly truth is wat i saw d most in this year.. i realised what is a realistic world.. life dun work as a scale.. it is not that u put in how much effort den u will gain bek d same amount of rewards.. BTW, tis is only applicable on human relationship!! we still hav to pay hardworks for study a.. that 1 is totally diff case k? as a crying baby, i duno cry for how many times in tis year.. tonnes of sad memories.. n sad cases.. but oh well.. another 2 more months den year 2009 will end.. ARLOW year 2010.. u better b a nice 1.. LOL...

thx to my frens that celeb my bday wit me...

err... m i nagging?? LOL... such a long post... kakaa.. thz for readin anyway..

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

and

Live with no excuses and love with no regrets !!

wait!!! last but not least...

i still tat ss altho i m 21... hahahaa

snapshot

a snapshot from flora.. thx alot..
i jz reli heartz tis pic.. LOL
perhaps bcoz i look professional??

thank you..

Hmm… finally I update my blog d. well.. 1st of all I would like to show my highest appreciation to my friends whom wrote about me for the birthday thing. THANK YOU!!

Thank to ivan yap which helped me to initiate tis task.. Although somehow, some when and somewhat he jz loves to bombard me… next time I will remember to say GUD Morning when I morning call u okie??

Big applause to ivan ong pls… lol… ya.. clap for him as he is d only one tat dare to post d retarded pic of mine to tis blog… n ya, GUD THING COMES TWICE rite? I hope u guys hav fun on readin his post… is a gud 1.. lol… dude, when ya free to come out again a?? Maybe we all can hav another ss session and by ta time u can edit nicely for us lo.. But no more retarded pose tis time k?? my market value drop d ler… =____=’ [I got ur retarded pic wit me also la.. wanna see a?]

Shawn n suzy… my 1st yr coursemates.. but they r doin biotech… hmmm… both of them are nice.. Clever n helpful.. nice to noe u guys.

Vin.. ya.. 5 yrs of friendship.. in my lil brain… d image of vin is.. He n his cap.. lol.. he jz loves to wear caps mayb? I got to noe more frens through him especially their ak group. I hope tat we gt ta chance to meet up.. bcoz I reli din get to see u for vy vy vy vy long d…. lol…

Alexander.. aka uncool guy, wakakaka… alrite la.. coolest guy in d world… among all these frens tat wrote me a post… He is not the one that knows me for d longest period, but this just doesn’t mean tat he dunno me at all… a smart guy? Yup. He taught me quite a lot things but I wonder can I ever learn it n apply it? N oh ya, I knew my smile is nice.. so u dun envy me as in u cant smile as nice as me okie?? LOL…

Ram.. a simple yet meaningful post from her.. I knew her since form six. She is reli a nice nice fren.. Thumbs up for her.. She always plan n think for us, she wouldn’t leave us when we need her help.. If there is any weakness on her, I bet that there is only one – she just dun wear dress n skirt!! N for sure make up… but who cares? Silly, I knew u r alwiz there.. not that u cant help me when I was down, is I kept myself at d corner.. No one can approach me at ta time. So dun blame urself la…

Who else ler.. lemme think think… *dang dang dang* of cos MY dearest SUSAN BABI BAbE… fist impression on her? Walao eh… y on d world she look so serious?? Dun she noe her serious face will sked me off.. a sweet yet innocent gal?? kakakakaaa… read d sentence? *repeat* SHE LOOK SO SERIOUS? Ya… LOOK only.. Actually she is not AT ALL.. ivan ong’s existence can make san babe to show her sampat n siaopo-ness to the fullest!! LOL… although she is in UM now.. FREAK!! UM LERRRR.. kinda near my place la.. but still I din get to see her after d last gathering… dear sannnn.. when la u free to visit this kelian yet ke ai de elene?? She goin to miss u till crazy d ler…. PLAN PLAN PLAN!!! Ask ivan n Darryl together okie?? Huggies

Lastly. Ivan kok… he is d 1 tat know me for the shortest period.. just got to noe him 2 months ago?? Ya.. I knew who is ivan kok even before I met him… wat to do?? Either is my antenna too high d o he jz being too famous.. u CHOOSE 1 lo.. I dun like to teach ppl la.. so I m totally not suitable to become teacher.. but LOL.. I can teach u how to snap ur picture on ur own.. which is SS.. I m willingly in doin tat… wanna b my student a?? F.O.C. lo.. him a… I dun dare to say I noe him well… but at least sometimes I can guess what he is going to say?? *clappin for myself* if u ask me, what word o anything will make me recall of him, d answer is HOT MOMMA… wakakakakakaa… n also LYCHeE… [Lychee is a dog, okie??] Maybe elene is hilarious at times, but she just hopes to make everyone beside her stay happily…

As wat u all can read in those posts, seem like there is a word that surely will pop out… EMO.. rite… call me EMO QUEEN.. er… duwan la.. I wan EMO PRINCESS.. queen normally very old n evil 1.. see my face also noe I m not rite?? So.. world…. I m well known on my EMO… my mood swing.. as fast as rocket? But no worries.. ELENE DUN BITE.. d worst she will show u a bitter face…

Thanks x 9.. to all of u.. thanks a lot..

Elene's DaY

ya...

today is Elene's day..

bcoz it is my birthday...

woohooo.. i m officially 21!!!

casino here i come~~~

hmmm... will make tis post a short 1

will update again...

nid to slp early...

got interview later...

ELENE TANG EE LENG

-sedeniomrash denia -

once again

world, i m 21!!

o9.1o.o9 =/= o9.o9.o9

On this special date, o9.1o.o9 our Ms. Elene is gonna turn 21 and it’s one shot away from turning into a devil (o9.o9.o9). Anyway, we’ll find out soon. What does that says ?? Some think it’s the legal age for clubs, parties, some say you can vote and even for some, it’s time to get married. What matters most is that you’re already a grown up, it’s time be independent, time to fly on your own, time to know what you want and where to be in the next 5 or perhaps 10 years.

Seriously, when I first heard about you, it sure wasn’t a good thing. Haha ! But after all the time spent knowing each another, some things just don’t fit my first impression of you. Well, can’t say I know you too well, but it’s enough to know you. Elene is simply a girl who express whatever she feels whenever wherever.Yes, she’s simple but simple is not something negative, just different. Your honesty and simplicity makes people come around you. And you’re bad at hiding emotions and often put others before you. It’s good in a sense but bad in another. You know what? You might as well become a teacher. “Bagaikan lilin membakar diri, menyalakan yang lain.” Lol ! But don’t forget, too much of a thing is good for nothing. Learn to pamper yourself and stand up for yourself because you are the queen of your life. You live for yourself, not for others.

There are times when the world will stumble upon you and nobody will be there for you, don’t be afraid to face it alone because what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

And, here’s something especially for you.



Hope you enjoyed it. =D !

Elene is someone that will always be there for you when you needed, someone to talk to, coz I believe she’s free most of the time …. Or maybe not. Lol. Hilarious at times but also, sensitive. Right right ?? say yes please.

“If you want to say that im leng lui, I’ll also accept wan.” Okaylaa. Since it’s your birthday: Guys ! What’d you waiting for ?? St.Patrick’s day? Can’t you see the hot momma in front of you ? xD!!

Lastly, hope you’ll have a great memorable 21st birthday. Big girl edylaaa .

It’s unlikely of me to do all this. Better appreciate it. Hahaaa . Signing off ….

Ivan Kok.

.specially just for you.

WOOHOO! Susan in the house, PEOPLE! I was thinking of how am i going to be the one that who is standout the most since Elene has asked quite a number of people to blog for her. Hence, I guess this is how I am going to be special? As in NOT to be standout just to be standout? OKay. I was being lame. To be honest, something is wrong with my university comp and line that there is no font thingy function.. Geesh *bummer*'

Okay. Enough of whining. Its time for us to put a little more attention to my beloved babe, Elene Tang EEEEEEEEEEEEE Leng! *Teehee* In case you guys still wondering who the hell is this Elene even though I guess you guys should have already know her better since there are more than 5 post on her from different person previously.

I've known this babe for more than a year. As what Ivan have stated, she used to work in PDI and I am working under SEED department. In contrast with Ivan, I am actually getting closer with this babe of mine after we have stopped working in Padini Concept Store. Weird HUH? Hahaha! I know! We are not even a hie-bye friend before that. Frankly speaking, I wasnt really like Elene at first as she looks fierce and stucked up to me. HAHA. But Hell NO, I was wrong! She is nice, sensitive, pretty and smartb even though she can be quite emo and fierce at time >.< But she will only be fierce to those who have messed with her. I was exception! Teehee

Specially just for you, Elene Tang the babe,
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to actually post something on your blog. I was totally honored by it. But I am sincerely apologize for the delay as its been a totally hectic week for me

Happy 21st birthday in advanced. Tomorrow is the day that you can embrace all the benefits of being a 21 years old bitch woman! Whee! We can go casino without afraid of being underage. We can go to club that only restricted to those who and 21 and above. Okay. I can see a lot of dudes and babes cursing me for being bad influence. Hahaha. I was just trying to contrast with what Ivan said cause it seriously does not sound like him.

Babe, thanks for being there for me all this while. Hope it will be a better year for you this year and the last thing I want is to see you emo. SO PLEASE STOP EMO! That was so last year okay? We shall look forward and just live life to the fullest. Feel free to ring me up, You know I will be there except for certain circumstances such as assignments. >.<


*psst : so sorry cause my mind is seriously blank now. totally insomniac yesterday and did not get any enough rest due to assignment*

Hope you dont mind it ya ! :)

Last but not least, Happy 21st birthday again babe *in advanced*
Love you, forever and always!
xoxo, Susan !