Thursday, June 26, 2008


seem like all my frens are almost get done wit their preparation for uni d.. so wish u all gud luck k.. no matter where u all goin.. jz do take care.. hope u all can get adapt to d new environment... dun too miss me.. [i dun think u all will..sigh.. i ss again... ]

sAn.. i noe um is near.. but dun forget find me when u come back... n.. gud luck to u ya.. happy fighting wit monkeys lo.. p/s: UM monkeys kinda clever de k??

my Gang member... only vl n tj goin local uni.. u 2 so smart.. so dunit worry u 2 la.. jz take care k...

to those tat leaving to other state.. far wei.. petrol expensive now.. dun come back too often la.. save abit...wakakaka.. sound like i duwan see u all.. i M NOT.. jz think for u all ma.. those in sabah state.. wakau.. can sit flight eh.. *chEh.. i also sit b4 d la..*

TAKE CARE n GUD LUCk to every1 tat goin start their uni life...

do rmb me lo... walalaa... act dumb agaIn.. yaya.. rmb MY FACE!!


i feel so so lost now.. jz as though i was at d junction n i dunno where to go.. to go left o right?? i reli dunno.. n i m indecisive...OMG.. stupid libra attitude...

kkk.. i noe u all concern me.. but pls stop asking me.. "so now u wan go where study?" , " wat is ur plan now?" " goin where" .... dun ask pls.. bcoz i also dunno.. i noe u all ask jz bcoz care n concern.. but tat making me pissed off bcoz i dunno where i heading to also.. so pls stop askin.. o else i will lose temper... m raWWWw........ so dun ask.. i will tell once i decide n now wat i goin for.. k?? pls.. dun annoy me wit ur care... i m easily get frustated lately... *hiGhlY dAngErOus GaL* so i hav warned u all.. or else i BITE *sound like san babe*

erm..went cheras pasar mlm yest... n also ucsi.. erm.. ntg much to say on tat.. jz walk lo.. den back to klang d went to eat roti canai pula~~ keep eat only.. wakakakaka.. we can eat alot ;p

Monday, June 23, 2008


when u were kid,

they spenT alot of times to teach u to use spoons, chopsticks & eat

taught u to wear ur clothes, tie d shoelace n also how to button up ur shirts

taught u to wash up n comb ur hair

taught u d moral values of d life
so, when they becomes old
when their cant rmb thing o talk nicely...
dun blame demwhen they forget to button shirt n tie shoelaces
get their shirts dirty when they are eating,
when their hands are trembling when they comb hair.
pls dun urge dem.. bcoz u r growing up slowly but they are growing old too
when u are wit dem...
they wil feel warm..
if, they cant stand properly 1 day...cant even walk d...
pls hold their hands tightly, accompany dem to walk slowly...
just like... ...
just like how they hold u when u were kid... ...

Parents are alwiz there for us.. so v shall alwiz b there for dem too..
i aint a gud gal... but.. dad n mum.. i jz wan to say thz to u 2.. nvr leave me.. although v got arguements.. but.. i noe u2 do care me.. love ya~ sigh.. i think,, i will got homesick if i leave hse.. but nvm.. i will still stay in klang for 2 more months.. wit my beloved family~ *muaxiz*

Before marriage....
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: No! Don't even think about it
.She: Do you love me?
He: Of course! Over and over!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: No! Why are you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Every chance I get.
She: Will you hit me?
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?
He: Yes.
She: Darling!

After marriage....
Simply read from bottom to top.

i jsut read tis jz now... from mail tat my fren send.. swt... so gals... see.. tat is wat v called guys?? so dun ever ask stupid question...since guys will only answer u wit sweet words.. u wont noe is it true.. till time prove it for u~

Sunday, June 22, 2008


8 Ultimate Flat-Belly Summer Foods
1. Spinach
2. Yogurt
3. tomatoes
4. carrots
5. blueberries
6. black beans
7. walnut
8 oats...
(due to number 3 which is tomato, saN... it is only will b effective if u eat TOMATO,ketchup not counted k?? if u consume ketchup.. i dun think u will get slimmer... but d other way around den~~lol)

5 Healthiest Anti-Aging Snacks
1. Nuts and Seeds Keep You Young
2. An Apple a Day for Heart Health
3.Bring On the Berries
4. Avocado: Packed with Nutrients

5. Apricots for Anti-Aging

(aGAin.. san.. i dun think strawberries are included for berries, i m not sure... anyway.. u can try it out n let me know.. wakakakkaa....)

read tis jz now when i was online-ing for ntg... jz to share.. can giv it a try.. but i wont guarantee tat it works.. but u will get better effect if exercise as well....

*live peacely...*

Saturday, June 21, 2008

seven deadly sins quiz

well.. i was too bored n i try on tis quiz .. n d answer is.....

Your Sins are Revealed, Your Fate is Sealed

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Sloth is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that codemns you to hell.

Envy:Very Low

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

swt.. sloth??? me?? i got high in sloth??? swt!!!!!!!!! i tot i will get high for pride~~ swt case...

Friday, June 20, 2008


Oooo… I hav left my blog dead for few days… so now I gotta update it NOW~~

Bout the uni… *siGh* stupid.. they put me to KELANTAN for technology bioindustry… I wonder wat d course is.. n d place.. erm.. I heard demsay tat there is no ktv n cinema in kelantan..*shake head* I dun think I can adapt d life there… so mostly asking my dad to send me to private uni… but $$$$$ …. If it is not in kelantan mayb I will still consider…as the course aint tat bad.. study in private uni can get wat I wan.. but it is costly…
OMG… I m indecisive now!!!!! How????

Btw… susan babe goin to um soon.. so yest went out wit her n others for movie… “Get Smart”…. Hilarious?? We were laughing n also suffering… yaya.. v are suffering!! Bcoz d guy tat sat next to san babe was keeping eating… n tat make us feel more hungry… shit!! No OUTSIDE FOOD ARE ALLLOWED… but how come I can smell d cake?? Damn!! Shall complain… ish… but tat doesn’t affect my mood of watching it.. oouu… yaya.. met ivan there n dragged him to watch wit us… kinda dumb n pity.. he sat alone in front us…. BTW… he wore FORMAL.. n tat make him look older… *coughing.. ahem* not old la.. is mature…. Hahahaa….. went to mamak after tat… n back to home n sleep.. tired!!

I m indecisive… .
who can tell me which road to go??
Is my future,
I shall decide it on my own…
jz gimme some time to figure out…

poSing tIme after movie in front of padini

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

sTupID cOnnEctIOn

thx for d stupid connection, i din upload anything for 2 days.. swt.. n i feel i cant survive without INTERNET.. gosh~

din reli do anything tis 2 days... din go out.. but to9 i m goin out wit my gang... goin to gather awhile b4 the result come out lo... i afraid for tml.. swt.. i was more nervous when d stpm result coming out..

:+: IF an ANGEL and a DEVIL were to fall in love :+:
Can their love transcend the laws of heaven n hell??
Can the ANGEL set her wings on fire?
CAn the DEVIL soar at daylight??
tis is fate's decree
LOVE cant change wat isn't meant to be

Sunday, June 15, 2008

lyric.. do u still love me?



erm.. today had a gathering wit my std 6 teacher n ex classmates lo..we had lunch.. n it was like.. erm.. d dishes for wedding dinner.. is it too grant?? swt.. teacher is getting older while v r growing up.. but v do still appreciate to our beloved teacher.. will tis b the last gathering for us as v goin uni soon.. all splited here n there...

ok.. i admit.. i purposely hide behind him to show my face is smaller... me n devin~~

he so tall de?? v nvr pakat to wear blk shirts..gagaga...

me n chin yi (p/s: i look sleepy...ish)
after d gathering.. spend half of my day to sleep... bcoz reli feel no mood n tired.. see d "colourful" medicine tat on my table.. swt!! i hate la... next time i duwan simply try tat d la... i think.. i do hav to take care on myself d.. my health like getting weaker.. haiz... i was wonder.. will i die soon?? ish.. i can keep sneezing n coughing.. n i saw there is blood on the tissue. {not alot la.. jz some.. a lil spot} DUN THINK IT WAS BLOODY LA... jz a lil TINY sPOTS lo...reli... i was so shocked when i saw it.. omG.. i not goin die now rite?? but mum say i will b ok after i rest more.. will i?? i dunno~~

to sum1 tat i felt sorry to... i dunno wat make u feel u got chance.. but... i reli dun wish mention att in short... thz... n.. p/s: u say u hate smoker, dun u smoke?? swt~~

Saturday, June 14, 2008

nvr say I LOVE YOU
if u dun reli care,
nvr talk about feelings
if they aren't reli there
nvr hold my hand
if you're gonna break my heart
nvr say u r goin to...
if u dun plan to start
nvr look into my eyes
if all u do is lie
nvr say hi
if u reli mean gudbye
den say u will try
nvr say FOREVER
cause forever makes me cry.....
He's d reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing tat keeps me
wishing on a wishing star
He's d song in d car I keep singing
don't know y i do
* * * * * * * * * *
It's better to hav nobody
than somebody
who is half yours
half there
or doesn't want to be there
or who is there
some of us think
holdin on
makes us strong
But sometimes,
it is letting go

Thursday, June 12, 2008

the tears are falling down slowly through my cheek
drops by drops...
i will cry u a river...
d heart is aching like u r tearing it apart...
u hav to b tat cruel??
i m losing my pride...
is it worth?

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

tea time??

there is still an hour den i gotta off d.. wakakkaa... happy lo...

today.. bad luck?? dunno.. cut myself.. accidentally cut my finger wit the dumb blade when i try to open the stupid seal.. n for sure.. i shouted.. n every1 in office looked at me.. den i jz act pity there... "see.. my finger bleed eh.. pain pain o~" =.=' but no ppl care me de.. they ma at least say sayang to me.. they jz say i careless... ish ish.... i knew i was.. sry lo...i will b careful next time...

but i know.. god sayang me.. hahahaa... when i finished sobbing... [i din sob la.. i jz keep mumbling there.. n STARED at d blade for few minutes..] our dealer came.. hahaha.. she bought us yu yu ice n fried chicken wo.. say wan treat us... wakakakaka.. den i forget d pain.. i ran n washed my hand... plan to eat.. [wakaka.. see.. i noe to wash hand b4 eat eh.. swt...] den ate lo.. after eat.. lazy lo... dun feel to work.. so i came here n update my blog~~ wakaka.. chao...

to Sum1-sorrY

i think i m cruel..
i think i m harsh..
i think i m selfish..
this is human being.. selfish n only will think for their own. n i m 1 of dem...

i said.. i m NOT WORTHY for u to do anything. I reli duwan involve in any realtionship now.. i wan peace for my life.. i was tired with tat.. so pls leave me alone.. dun force me to face tat k? i m coward.. i will choose to avoid n run away from the fact.. pls dun force me to behave liddat.. i reli duwan cant b fren..

i dunno y... is bcoz of d past? o wat had happened? i reli dun feel to talk bout d L-O-V-E now.. i will appreciate friendship more... i duwan noe anything tat more den tat.. i will assume i nvr noe.. tat reli stress me out.. pls.. dun.. i reli enjoy now.. can hang out wit frens den ok d.. i duwan talk bout tat in short... pls... if u step 1 stap further, den i will move bakwards for 2 steps.. dun let i choose to ignore u..

sry for being selfish... v jz stay as fren k? thx..

Monday, June 9, 2008


actually i was kinda tired today.. but i still do hang out wit shen hau,shen chieh, eseong n hong cze.. gosh~~ i m d only gal!!! but dun think tat i got special advantages.. no service also de eh... hahahhaa... went to jeth coffee hse... hahaha.. surf net... i do bring laptop there.. but i din use lo.. i was so hardworking there... do d essay wit sc.. i mean i gav him idea.. after graduate for form 6.. i din use my brain.. essay.. summo is pa.. swt.. i reli afraid tat wei... squeeze my brain so so so hard only i can thinkof it.. sry la.. i long time din touch book wei.. d brain like karat d.. how??

erm.. ask for d poker card n v PLAYED blackjack.. wakakaka.. i damn damn gud luck wei~~~ so i get free drink.. thx d handsome n cute hc~~ but wat bomb me is sc lo.. go yumcha also bring homework.. he is reli guai kia.. *salute* make i feel guilty...
actually there is nothing much to blog about... jz wan to say hav a nice time wit u all.. ^^

quotes again...

they say
IF love becomes painful
it's time to let go
and save yourself
but just keep in mind
Pain is NEVer
a reason to let go
* * * * *
tears of blood run down my face
when i think of picking up tat blade,
i may cut once,
i may cut twice.
whatever my decision will be
it'll b d 1 for me..
i'll watch d blood flow down my wrists
while i sit n think of bliss,
i may cry once,
i may CRY twice.
whatever my decision will be
won't bother me,
because i know it'll b d end for me
* * * * *
MAYB the truth is ....
we hide because we want to be found
we walk away to see who will follow
we cry to see who will wipe our tears away
and v let our hearts get broken
to see who cares enough to fix dem...
* * * *
LET GO when you're hurting too much,
give up when love isn't enough,
and move on when things aren't like before.
for surely there is someone out there
who will love u even more

Sunday, June 8, 2008


Last thurs nite, I went out wit aboy n klung… went to claim my baskin robbin from aboy~~ hahaha.. thx aboy… it is reli nice.. well.. I chose d flavour of the month “Green Apple Refreshmint” . but I m gud gal.. because I duwan aboy spent much on tat so I jz choose d 1 scoop 1.. junior 1 eh… see.. how kind I m.. *wInk* [actually I was too full d time.. I jz finished my dinner.. y dun u tell earlier u wan buy me tat?? If I knew den I wont eat my dinner but waiting for u.. wakakaka.] after ate tat, we went to aeon.. see they two queue up n buy the movie tickets for PROM NIGHT.. din get to join dem bcoz it is a midnite movie n I hav to work the next day wei~~ ish.. but the next day, lung told me d show was so so only.. so.. shall think twice b4 I decide I wan to watch tat… Saturday was public holiday.. went out wit my gang.. to old jusco… walked here n there n bought something… n I ate baskin robbin again.. again d same flavour… wakakka… managed to get a present for haur.. his party is on next sat.. hope he will like it… n wat let I feel get bomb is.. v came back to aeon bkt tinggi to watch movie… hahahhaa.. kononnya d price of petrol increase hor?? Yet we waste it…hahahhaa… watched the Indiana Jones And The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull…. Any comment? Erm.. it is still ok.. some of the scenes quite funny… but I hate ants~~ ish… had our lunch in KINSAHI before watched the movie.. ate ramen… hahahaha.. 4 of us n spent rm 90 on tat.. erm.. expensive?? Who care.. once in a time.. lepak again in aeon after the movie ended… but reli get bored wit tat so went back to home around 6pm.. den go out yumcha at nite wit hau they all.. ntg much on it..

Today I went cut my hair… actually.. is just cut d fringe lo.. tat called fringe?? Dunno.. just front part of my hair lo.. mum nagged again.. say wat for cut so little? OMG~~ she dun ever put hope tat I will cut my hair short… I wont!!! which 1 better??

Saturday, June 7, 2008

when i'm gone

"When I'm Gone"
We're doing it.
I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.
It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-
Let's go!
Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

your love is just a lie

"Your Love Is A Lie"
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know,
I know,
Your love is just a lie
It's nothing but a lie
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know,
I know
Your love is just a lie
i know u're nothing but a lie
Your love is just a lie

Thursday, June 5, 2008

well... read tis from susan's blog... n get to noe some secret... hahaa.. dun ask me.. i cant tell wei.. :X .... tis is wat d analysis about...

when a girl said "i'm okay",
she is actually NOT OKAY
and probably is keeping all sort of problem in her heart.
and is waiting to let it out..
[well.. i agreed on this.. sometimes gals are jz not to pro to show their real emotions, but GUYS.. if u all are sensitive n caring enough... u all can sense tat the gal is different from other time.. be patient.. listen to dem.. when d gal is down.. she dunit any sweet word.. but jz a GOOD listener... n after listen to her problems.. pls.. dun go tell every1.. tat is annoying!!]
when a girl said "please leave me alone",
she's actually wants YOU to be with her
and NOT leaving her all alone crying..
wants YOU to listens to her,comforts her,and awww...
DONT ever leave a girl alone!
no matter how tough she is,
there's still a girly side of her.
and she needs people to lean on and cry!!
[once again.. i want to say i agree.. yaya... no matter how tough d gal is.. she is a GAL.. got her weak side too.. kindly borrow ur shoulder to her.. pat her head gently.. let her cry out loud.. let her released all her sadness.. dun leave dem alone.. they are not mean tat when they ask u to.. when she is sad, she nid companinon.. so.. stay there for her.. she will appreciate it... ]
i agreed wit tis.. n can u ever und?? i m tat type of gal.. i alwiz ask u leave me alone when i emo n when v quarrel.. but i not mean it.. i nid u beside me.. but u nvr noe..

eMo quotes II

i used to believe in forever,
but forever is too good to be true...

take me to ur heart,
take me to ur soul
give me your hand and hold me
show me what love is ~ be my guiding star
it's easy to take me to your heart

sometimes we need to
~ stop analyzing the past
~ stop planning d future
~ stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel
~ stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel
sometimes we just have to go with....
whatever happens - happens

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

eMo QuoTEs..

i love him and i don't know how to stop
i need him and i don't know if i could stop
i miss him and i don't know when to stop
he loved me and i don't know why he stopped

Tuesday, June 3, 2008


seriously i think i saw d grave of it d..
mayb it is time to let go
mayb it is time to bury all these feelings up..
mayb i was wrong
mayb the timing was wrong
mayb it is jz a joke..
mayb it is a wrong start...
mayb i'm too naive...
mayb guys are borned to b liar..
mayb promise mean nothing
mayb it is too much of mayb...


sorry guys n gals.. dun read tis blog if u all dun like see other scolding fault words... dun read if u all reli dun like... as i wan lose my temper in d following paragraph d... sry for being rude..

biTch!! wat the heck.. i reli cant blif there is such a bitch in d world.. i pray.. pray hard tat u fall down.. u nvr go to school?? no moral lessons??i think sure tat u not paying attention.. so ur education level is low... n cant work in office.. i nvr see such a lousy gal like u.. u damn insult gals~~ u r such a chEAP stUfF.. is it ur SUGAR DADDY cant satisfy u? so u went n flirt around?? do u think how old r u?? if u dun hav $$ u can tell me, i will kindly donate some $$ to u to let u go buy a mirror... get wat i mean?? but.. i wan to salute u, bcoz i was amazed wit u.. u r damn pro in acting innocent.. u r d 1 wrong but u can accuse other for tat... will ur parents proud of u?? cheap~ u think how ur SUGAR dADDY will react if he noe u r such a bitchy gal?? erm.. o u alwi z act innocent n naive in front him?? so envy tat u can get such an idiot guy as ur sugar daddy... mind teaching me?? but better dun.. bcoz i blif my parants will kill themselves if they hav a daughter like u.. so stay far from me.. i even feel d air is polluted when u r around.. mask.. nid to wear mask when u r there.. n.. seem like u r a HIV carrier too.. as u so cheap right?

for sure.. i will laugh out loud if i ever see u in crying mode... but i will wonder is it u r acting again.. n i will hav a party to celeb if u ever fall into d drain.. *oMg.. i m evil..*

sry for being rude~

Monday, June 2, 2008


stupid monday again.. this morning i was late for my work.. late again.. but nvm lo.. my workplace now aint same as d PCS.. i late also nvm de.. *yaWn* damn no image eh.. can u imagine as u come in d office, u saw a gal keep yawning?? yaya... tat is me!!! but..i got cover my mouth wit my hands k?? but who care?? as long as i m ok wit it den ok d ma..

well.. today is mon but i gotta blog about my weekend.
sat... as usual.. work for half day den went home.. tot no plan.. who noe 4.30 susan msged me n asked me meet her in jj at 5.30pm so v can go out.. make me in a rush... went bath n etc.. n nagged by mum as i asked to fetch me to jj.. [not i duwan drive alone la.. i afraid ma]..reached there by 5.45pm.but i wasn't late... bcoz susan was much more late den me.. sden ivan up duan,yen,hau, harry n his 2 frens.. we went to hav dinner.. d dishes.. ok lo.. but i wonder my math prob...o my definition of 1 bite... as.. ivan said.. he only will eat 1 bite nia.. but i saw him finished his rice.. 1 plate o.. dun think he ate 1 bite nia... wakakakaa... den san was pretty soft tat day, mayb d MOG spec got some magic to let her b normal.. [LOL]... the stupis restaurant.. put the lousy songs..ish, duwan go there anymore... well.. den back to home yen wanted to go home so much.. wakakaa. in d car... i claimed n claimed.. NTG wit tat fella~~ SIAO LANG DUAN.. i got ntg wit him eh... dun bother tat den.. erm.. den i called my schmate to go out yumcha.. so duan dropped me in jj.. back to jj again.. @.@ ya, we planned yumcha.. but we went to BR.. first time i ate BR at 11.30pm~~ swt.. not alot ppl but still hav to queue... BR extended d time.. opened till 1am wo.. dunno.. ate my ice cream.. n... erm.. went home after tat.. n.. swt.. hav u all see sum1 go see doc in mid9?? i m d 1..hahaha.. but i duwan tell much bout tat... walalalala....
sun.. was kinda boring.. woke up at 8.30am.. swt.. d nite previous i slept at 3am.. seriously not enuf sleeping time.. cant~~ so back to hse n continued to sleep till noon...woke up around 2pm... try to call sum1 but he din pick up..mayb working... ate my lunch.. n read comic.. n fall asleep~~ when i woke up.. 5.30pm d... wkakakaa, i spend my sun to sleep.. den sat in living room.. faced d tv... wait to eat.. *i wan food* ...