emo

i dunno is that our gap or anything. Why?

I nvr expect u b as sentimental as me. but why u wan make me feel that wat i feel is nice n precious is ntg for u? Why even jz a love shape thingy oso u cn got diff opinion?

love n Arse are way diff.. o u jz mean n dun plan to b romance to me?

i dun like when pov clash. bcoz sure lead to argue. but if i stfu, den i will feel bad. ish

the fear

Ya. i m in fear right now. fear that i can take no more. fear tat i will go insane. fear tat i might bek to d horrible time. i m confused. i m sad. drop deeply in the pain tat no1 can help me.

i m cowardiac but once n once i try to take the pain. but this time i cant control myself. i hate thinkin bek d past. but i went bek to the deep and dark horror past. i cant stop myself from emo n sad. who is there for me? last time i m ur fear, n now still i m ur obstacle. actually m i wrong to even appear in ur life? karma? ya. karma exists. n tat is wat i deserve.
Ya. i m in fear right now. i m confused. i m sad. drop deeply in the pain tat no1 can help me.

i m cowardiac but once n once i try to take the pain. but this time i cant control myself. i hate thinkin bek d past. but i went bek to the deep and dark horror past. i cant stop myself from emo n sad. who is there for me? last time i m ur fear, n now still i m ur obstacle. actually m i wrong to even appear in ur life? karma? ya. karma exists. n tat is wat i deserve.

a.g.o.n.y

Just to make it clear
To you my dear
it’s been a year
she’s all i fear
She has made my life
Miserable and despair
I’ve been waiting
for the right time to disembark
leaving behind memories
that hurts every thought
leaving away something
that wasnt worth bought
she made me felt
the agony of love
she made me felt
like fighting cocks rather a pair of dove
the more she feared
the more she lose
and thus she lost sekaligus
baby you..
cannot replace her
because she’s not worth that much
once i overlooked all her negativities
in the name of love
but at last i gave up
and realized i’m not that tough
but just as u appeared
everyone thought
that you were the one
who destroyed this love
but no one knows
that i already planned to leave
just like a timed departure
it’s just that the train arrived earlier

for everytime i read this. i feel d ache.
but did u care?