Tuesday, August 9, 2011

the fear



Ya. i m in fear right now. fear that i can take no more. fear tat i will go insane. fear tat i might bek to d horrible time. i m confused. i m sad. drop deeply in the pain tat no1 can help me.

i m cowardiac but once n once i try to take the pain. but this time i cant control myself. i hate thinkin bek d past. but i went bek to the deep and dark horror past. i cant stop myself from emo n sad. who is there for me? last time i m ur fear, n now still i m ur obstacle. actually m i wrong to even appear in ur life? karma? ya. karma exists. n tat is wat i deserve.
Ya. i m in fear right now. i m confused. i m sad. drop deeply in the pain tat no1 can help me.

i m cowardiac but once n once i try to take the pain. but this time i cant control myself. i hate thinkin bek d past. but i went bek to the deep and dark horror past. i cant stop myself from emo n sad. who is there for me? last time i m ur fear, n now still i m ur obstacle. actually m i wrong to even appear in ur life? karma? ya. karma exists. n tat is wat i deserve.



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