home sweet home.

finally back in klang.. shifted to cheras for 3 days n i m still feel uneasy wit there... back to klang yesterday nite.. reached home at 11pm.. n suprisingly my parents and siblings were still awake?? are they waiting for me? o jz watching d show? anything lo.. i feel nice to see my mum again.. so nice.. n yes.. i got satay as supper.. ^^

yeap.. yesterday was 2nd day of my orientation. erm.. the orientation started at 9.30am. i went out to hav breakfast at 9am den then i was in campus at 9.25am, and.... hahaa.. i was in my hse again at 9.35am.. ya.. i skipped my orientation day.. i went there to ask my senior on d course selectionden i chao d.. as i duwan involve in amazing race n drama.. sorry ya.. jz i m lazy wit tat.. din get to see my dream guy... hahaha... but i back to campus at 4pm to get my student id.. and.. hahaha.. vy few ppl there only lo.. all skipped tat orientation... n yet i still din get to see d handsome.. he din come also?? haha... gud job~~

went to watch movie in leisure mall before back to klang.. watched the "money not enough 2".. there was some hilarious part in d movie but it was kinda sad too.. the mum was great... try to help her children, doted them so much.. n till last sacrify herself tyo save her granddaughter... the show is touching.. nice.. v shall alwiz feel thankful to our parents.. n tat is y i miss my home more after watched tat show.. n feel nice when i saw my family members were all there when i bek to home yesterday.. it is warm...

got my course timetable d.. kinda free.. i got class on mon, tues and thurs only.. all in morning session which mean i can take a nap in d noon.. not bad.. only left d lab thingy... still dunno bout tat yet...

overall.. erm.. i miss my home... sob.. i jz slept 4 hours in cheras hse.. i cant get used wit d bed there... ish.. i miss everything in my hse... n my mum's dishes as well...

chill!!! study study study~~

everywhere we go..

people wanto noe...

who we are??

so we tell them....

we are the student of

SASSA!!!!!!!!

hahaha... tis is d cheer for our group~~
SASSA stand for.. School of Applied Science Student Association...

SASSA rocks!!

orientation

today was my 1st day of orientation in UCSI.. kinda bored actually.. forced to wake up early in d morning n walked to campus.. sob.. erm, not reli near but not vy far either.. was in a blur mode till i met d handsome guy.. drools!! he looks like d joe cheng in IT START WITH A KISS... OMG.. so chun la him.. look damn cool as he din smile to any1.. but when he talked to his frens, OMG.... his smiles is so so so charming wei... hahaha.... but.. diff faculty... ish... nvm.. as long as in same campus.. i blif i can still meet him.. hahaha.. summo tml is still another day of orientation.. ya.. he is my motivation to go to orientation for tml.. o else i gotta skip it... how m i going to get noe him?? headache...

let rewind bek... ya.. i moved to cheras on wednesday... kinda weird n cant get used wit tat.. learn to settle everything on myself, n i miss my mum n fam so much. btw, i met d most most bad luck thing in 1 day... ya, d 1st day i moved in, there was a blackout in my hse.. swt... it is reli fraking dark la.. hate tat.. den summo raining heavily outside n i cant go to pasar malam to hav my dinner.. so hav to wait n wait.. till last v called mcd.. v called at 10.30pm and d operator said nid to wait for one n half hour but tat CHUN fella delivered tat meals to us at 1am...swt!!! so v r having our dinner + supper + breakfast in once... swt...

den tis morning we went to campus w/o having any breakfast as v were gotta late.. so today once again i had my breakfast + lunch at 1pm.. swt.. can i dun mix my 2 meals to one? i dun reli like tat... n yet.. today there was a blackout again.. make i tot v so bad luck.. jz moved in den liddat... till last only v knew.. actually it is d power supply problem.. so v have asked some1 to fix it...ntg much bout today too..

looking forward for my orientation tml.. as i wan to see tat handsome... GO GO GO!!

outing 2

er.. seem like.. I, elene tang cant stay in my hse for a single moment eh.. i was like keep hang out these few days... hahaha... it is not tat i dun love my home k? jz i enjoy spending times wit frens too...
well.. yest.. i went out for a drink wit my colleagues in Pak Li Kopitiam... erm.. they are all older elder than me.. hahaha... so they seldom take pic wit me.. jz hang out there... n talk lo.. hahahaa... den ivan took me from there n start our next journey... hahaha.... v headed to a hawker center n meet up wit darryl at there.. hahaha... den went to aeon again.. again n again.. den here go our camwhore trip!!
>eDitEd<

*tis is a post tat gotta full wit pics..

dun view if u all not patient enuf!!*

before D drove us to aeon.. camwhore in car...
mission failed.. dunno who snap geh.. blur mode.. swt!!

normal one

my fav pic inside d car!!

after v got enuf pics.. D drove to aeon.. hahaa... tis is how d look like when he drive...

okie... v reached aeon safely!! went inside n start to shop!! jz walking around.. den v went to PCS.. okie dokie.. i complained to d counter on their serving attitude.. it is sux man..

camwhore moments in PCS...

posers wanna be??

discussing on ivan's shirt... n san is bz snapping pic... ish...

after ivan bought his shirts, we went to kfc for dinner together wit fahmi... n we met vincent outside PCS.. so he tag along wit us...

wat will happen when 6 teens hang out together??

ya!! ~v become d attraction in KFC.. due to our camwhore skill n laughings~ kinda paise 1 le.. hahahha... sitting in kfc, but there is another set of mcd burger on table.. ya.. vincent bought tat as he claimed tat he dun wanna eat kfc again.. hahaha... we were crapping when fahmi n vincent were bz eating.. hahaha.. den as u all expected.. ya, v start to snap pic again...

preparation b4 snapping pic:

ya.. they r trying to show their best hairstyle... hahaha...

checking up d phone.. see whether is it havin enuf memory to store those photos...

n ivan ong is tryin to finish up his drink...so dumb!

n here comes d camwhore pics....

pic without disturbance...

er, i m jz wondering how will v 2 look like when v go old.. so tis is d version... hahah..

pics tat make me in swt case...

i dunno y will got such pose n they are jz being so cute... here goes..
san.. wat r u doin??

okie.. san is jz tryin to show she is small n tiny n adorable... is it?
group photo

n d pic of day!! thx to ivan...

lesson: dun play wit green plants.. hahaha... o else will b like him!!

S-C-A-R-Y

is d only word i tot of!!

omg... it is reli long posts wit loads of pics... but i enjoy times wit dem.. love ya~~

random

humans being are selfish
just
i nvr tot u r tat selfish

i nvr blame u in front other
i din accuse any1

i wont b blaming u if u wan to protect her
but
is it necessary for u to deny everything in d past
jz to protect her?
if tat 1 yr is ur nitemare
y dun u decide to leave earlier?
if she is not d reason
if u did plan to leave at 1st
den y is it so coincidence tat u left when she came in?
ya.. she is not d only reason
but she is 1 of tat reasons..

u r trying to declare
so u can keep her from those insulting words.
but
d harder u try to cover
d more obvious she is..

if she is not d 1, no 1 will ever think she is..
if she is, no matter how hard u try to cover,
forever she is - the 3rd party

when things gone,
i nvr expect dem to come bek again... -NEVER-
once it is broken, it will nvr b d same again -ever-
so get out from my life..

U R THE PAST TAT I WILL NVR WAN TO REMEMBER AGAIN.
U R THE 1 TAT I DUWAN TO FACE ANYMORE.

i blif tat i will nvr meet any worse condition anymore,
as i have met D WORST!

无所谓

想笑　来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头　承认自己会怕黑
我只求　能借一点的时间来陪　
你却连同情都不给
想哭　来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界　好像只有我疲惫
无所谓　反正难过就敷衍走一回　
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰　会不会　让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 　梦违背　难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁　也许事与愿违
累不累　睡不睡　单影无人相依偎
夜越黑　梦违背　有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁　
也许颓废也是……

想哭　来试探自己麻痹了没　
全世界　好像只有我疲惫
无所谓　反正难过就敷衍走一回　
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰　会不会　让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑　梦违背　难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁　
也许事与愿违
累不累　睡不睡　单影无人相依偎
夜越黑　梦违背　难
追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁　也许颓废也是另一种美

outing

date: 21/8/08

venue: sunway pyramid

hau, duan, ivan, yu, yen, wai peng, susan, me

ya.. 8 of us went to sp yest.. wit 2 cars.. n.. now i knew... not only us tat dunno recognise those road, but susan also duno.. wakaka... so i m happy wit tat now.. waakkakaa.. susan is reli my babe.. as in v 2 are same idiot in recognising road.. but who care?? i jz used to get into d car, den start to talk. n when d car stop, tat mean v reach our destination alr.. haha.. i trust my frens.. so i nvr bother to rmb how to reach sumwhere... hahahaha..

okie.. according to d plan, duan will take me around 1.10pm. but he was late.. nvm la.. jz 10 mins.. den we headed to aeon.. omg.. aeon again! wait for san they all... and.. they were late.. ish ish.. den v drove to sp all d way.. duan drove kinda slow yesterday.. due to some reasons.. wakakaka.... went for a movie n lepak there.. din reli do anything much...

we watched "u dun mess wit the Zohan"... erm... d movie a? ok la.. jz some stupid morons are laughing in a freaking way in d cinema.. stupid! n, not in a camwhore mood yest.. so i din join dem to take d sticker picture.. sry ya... bek to klang to hav our dinner in jeth.. but san n peng din tag along.. ish.. miss san...

YA!!!! yesterday i bumped into a number of frens... hahaha... we met hooi ling in sunway.. n.. d extra hot new is.. v met d PIC wit sum1... hahaha... IVAN!! ur reaction is too over d.. till they din get to watch d movie.. not gud la u.. hahaha... dun too suprise till u cant close ur mouth, o else d flies will fly in la... wakakak...

lessons: DUN PAK TO IN AEON BKT TINGGI O SP, if u duwan other to noe ur relationship.. bcoz it is so so easy to bump into sum1 u noe at these places...
btw, i met han liang, lung n his gf in sp also.. hahaha.. d world is small?

den when we went to jeth, ya.. i met frens AGAIN! i noe i got alot frens la.. hahaa.. yaya.. i saw tat mr. S is out wit ms. R lo.. kononnya wan find me yumcha as well.. i think he is more enjoy as he can hav d time alone wit her.. cheh.. he reli is WH24 la... hahaha...

den i saw my boss's wife's bro there... wow... he was on a date wit a tb.. hahaha.. i din see him at 1st.. till he called my name...wakakaka...

den... met hsien loong n karthik there too.. haha.. sch mate tat study in utm now..

[i saw a lot frens today... hahahaa... gud..]

lesson: if u r not den dun park in those parking zones tat specialised for handicap ppl.. u r getting low marks for ur moral... some of d malaysians jz ignore d handicap sign.. swt!!!

{no hard feeling ya.. i m not attending this to any1.. jz expess my opinion.. hahaha}

-camwhoring-

san.. i prefer to take photo wit smile.. hahaha.. i look fierce if i din smile...

wat they 2 doin?? susan n ivan??? mind tell me??? hahaha.. eye contacts??

san: *talked in soft way* do u think i gud enuf for u? *shy*

ivan: .....

(created conversation by elene! jz too bored la.. haahaa)

last but not to forget...

me!!

成与败

是成是败,只是在那一瞬间.....

-奥运-
林丹vs李宗伟
虽然大马体坛一哥未能如愿为大马摘下第一枚金牌,但虽败犹荣...
虽然林丹的球技让他输得心服口服,但内心应该还是很失落吧?
站在球场上,
眼里看见的是众人对他的期望
心里想的是要如何把这场球打好
面对的是"超级丹"那快速敏捷的动作
不停传入耳际的是中国支持者那响彻云霄的打气声
不论是心理或四周因素... 大马一哥都在背负着沉重的压力与期待...
虽然无法为大马得到那枚金牌,
但他还是大马人的光荣....

-刘翔-
被逼着放弃的他,
心里必定非常难受吧...
真的很可惜,
原本还期待着他的表现...
报章上刊登着他的照片...
因旧患的疼痛而露出的痛苦表情
脚踝上的痛
应该不及被迫弃权的难受吧?
*休息,是为了走更长远的路*


无论是成是败,
懂得抒解心里的阴霾最重要...

feeLinG?

-quote of d day-

when d feeling is there , i cant even control myself ma..

gud.. tis can b a great great excuse.. yup! is an E-X-C-U-S-E!!!

v r human. wat is d diff btw human n animal? ya.. v hav d ability to think.. yet u din use tat... u r ashamed to b human.. u supposed to noe wat u can do n wat u cant.. wat u r doin now is not wise.. it is stupid..

ya.. feeling is hard to control.. but yet u can choose to keep it or to confess... think b4 u do anything.. bein a destroyer.. u wont get bless from any1... ya.. u can deny n say tat u r striving for ur own happiness n future, but u r causing hurt to someone tat is innocent while u smiling happily there... JeRk!! tat is ur happiness????

jz remember tat... today he/she can invade other's relationship, is tat mean he/she can accept other to invade d relationship again in future??

-no ahrd feeling to any 1 k?? but if u guys wan perasan when read tis, i cant do anything..-
press alt+f4 to leave den.. TIS IS MY PAGE... so i can say wat i wan.. i din mean is who in my blog.. jz a simple random blog... tat is all...

cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

dwell in d past?

-emo- again.. aGAIn.. again n again.. when only i will stop?












is it no pain no gain?
is it human only noe to regret when they lose wat they used to have?

惊慌

无助

无奈

失落

当一切一切的负面情绪压得你快喘不过气时，

你会选择做一个临阵弃甲的逃兵吗？

~紫雁~

still another 2 more weeks den i goin to stop work alr.. so i planned to pass all my jobs to d new comer.. but till now.. my boss not yet hire any new staff to replace my job.. wat the.. i pray hard so it wont b a last min job.. i nid some time to tell d new staff bout wat she nid to do n remember eh.. i dun hope to get phone calls from office anymore after i stop work to ask bout d job things.. so boss a... hire any1 la.. i noe it is hard to get some1 like me d.. wakakaa...

btw, my mum is d 1 tat send me to work everyday.. ya.. u all can lol.. laugh as loud as u can if u think i dunno drive o i a gal tat stick to mum.. anyway.. i jz not being allowed to drive alone.. well.. back to wat i wanto say.. ya, my boss do hire a security guard n tat fella jz sit at d entrance to our office... den this morning he saw my mum send me to job.. i m a polite gal, so when i walked pass him i do say 'morning' to him, n so he did. jz he pop up a question n start d conversation:

HIM: ur sister send u to work a? (he looked at d driver's seat n asked me)
me: nope, tat is my mummy...
HIM: ur mum??! she looks so young.. i tot is ur sister..
me: oh.. nola.. she is my mum...

den i went in to my office lo.. yala... dunno tat guard try to mean my mum looks young o i look old... i prefer d 1st.. hahaha.. i goin to tell my mum about tis later.. wonder wat is her response....

i feel wanna go shopping... who wan join me??

another boring dAY----

randOm

-sick-
seem like i sick again..haiz, bcoz of tat durian? but i din eat much.. i dunno.. jz i feel my head damn heavy now.. yet feelin headache.. sob... n slight fever.. haiz.. i duwan sick eh...
consequences of tat, i dun hav any appetite to eat anything.. diet? swt..

i love coffee.. so i make a cup of coffee for myself jz now.. i like the smell~~ nice... since when i addicted to coffee? i dunno... mayb bcoz of my family. i jz gotta hav it everyday.. n those ice cream o cake o any cookies in coffee flavour will b my fav also.. ^^ i jz love tat.. dun let a?

erm, ya.... only 1 person figure d diff in my blog.. i tot my SAN babe will notice.. manatau she go put her attention on those pics.. swt case la san.. i noe i m charming n cute enuf in those pics.. so u got distracted le.. rig?? wakaka.. *mUka TemBok*
n... wakakak...welcome ya san.. welcome to join me to b camwhore!!
oh ya.. san... u dun curse my dylan anymore k? giv me wrong info n make i cant slip eh....
thx benard.. for so observant.. hahaa.. den u noe y i edit???

-wat goes ard comes ard-

morNiNg~~

amazing!! it is 9.07am rite now... summo it is sunday morning.. but i woke up early... had breakfast in hse wit my mum n sis.. my dad n bro are far in johor rite now.. but i goin see dem after few hours.. i got nothing to do but come to blog..

can time flies faster?? can i put turbo on tat?? faster la.. i m expecting 15th aug.. some of frens tat in uni coming bek on d day.. n tat is my last workin day... den i can rest n sleep in hse d... ^^

went to old jj yesterday.. fyi.. alot people wei.. but din get anything also.. ish... i thik will go to sungai wang soon to get wat i wan...

n d dumbest thing i did early in d morning is... i planned to call san n woke her up from sleep.. who NOE she edi woke up n having her breakfast... OMG.. how come she can wake up so early.. pity me.. tot can kacau her.. tsk tsk...

-nvr say nvr- but this only apply to certain conditions.... ^^
do any1 see d diff in my blog? i din change any setting o customize my page again.. is a diff on those blogs.. any1 see? tell me lo...