fever on ip man?

ya, this time i was kinda slow.. slow in updating myself to new movies n also towards my blog...

IP MAN 2 was so chun..

n i jz love it..

i love IP MAN aka Donnie Yen..

i love tis scene too...

last but not least....

HE IS JUST RELI YENG!!

CHUN!!

Year 2 3rd SeM

yeap.. i m alr in my year 2 3rd sem rite now.. so fast? another 2 more sem den i will b doin my intern.. den i can graduate jor..

wat i wanna do after tat? further study? i m nt tat smart.. work? can i get d job tat i like??

i duno wat i wanto be...

i m jz tired..

过客

一直以来

小心翼翼的

不去触碰裂痕

天真的以为

时间会冲淡一切

可是

裂痕还是存在的

越是刻意地忽视它

它越是深深的烙印在你心里

曾经的友情

随风而散

无力挽留

没能挽留

即使想挽留

应该只会是

热脸贴着冷屁股

的尴尬场面吧

不想自讨没趣

人生旅途中

人来人往

我曾想珍惜你

但你选择做个过客

来来往往

往往来来

何去何从？

random

宁可孤单一个人，

也不愿自己委屈就全；

宁可学会独自承担，

也不愿再依赖任何人；

宁可有悲观的想法，

也不想对任何事抱有太大的希望，

宁可学会放手，

也不愿再被人放弃；

宁可自私一点，

也不想再让任何人伤害...

不知足

昔日的我

很单纯, 很幼稚

现在的我

较情绪化…

但唯一没变的是

我还是那么容易流泪

只是对哭的见解不一样了

以前的我认为哭是懦弱的行为

现在的我却认为

不能哭的人比常哭的人还要痛苦

因为哭能解放心里的压力及悲哀

但是我心里却有份遗憾

因为往昔的我,

比现在的我大方, 疑心较少

虽然现在的我长大, 学着成熟了

但我却比以往小气, 疑心重

难道人在得到一样东西后,

就会失去了另一样东西吗?

我试着找回以往的天真, 大方

却找不回…

也许,

人越想得到一样东西

就越会失去它…

* * * *

其实每个人的生命都会有遗憾

为了让沉重的生活变得轻盈

只有不让自己与那些缺憾正面相对

所以不是每一次的逃避都是因为懦弱

* * * *

针未抵达最深处

不知觉的痛得以证明

付出的只是霎那的深情

不足以成立任何内心曾经的承诺

唯有

让它一一成为过去

然后渐渐消失

现在的我

只想学习仙人掌

为自己筑起一座堡垒

在别人伤害我之前先保护自己

提醒自己

其实我是个幸福的人

只是不知足

~紫雁~

累

有心却无力

有泪却不能流

有口却说不出声

原来

我一直高估自己

把手放开原来不简单。。。

舍得， 舍得

有舍才有得

我不舍的话

你哪来的得？

我真的真的好累。。。

不变的仍然是

当我开始依赖某个人时

那人都会离我而去。。。

无奈。。。

dong dong qiang!!

weeeeeee....

here i m again....

yaaaa.. CNY is coming..

but wth i gt a test on tml, where i din study at all yet..

god aaaaaa......

willl burn mid9 oil tonite den i m free to enjoy my 1 week holiday jor..

n.. i went for nail art... hahaa.. ya.. for cny...

blur?? perhaps tis 1 is better...

i m so so in d holiday mood!!

will update again once i gt d time.. LOL

i m so LOST!!

m i being too mean?

i dun think i m..

i m jz treating u all wit d ways u guys used to treat me..

i wanna b gud to u guys too..

but how u all response??

as tho i m an outsider..

u guys jz being unfair...

y things seem so diff?

bias...

is d only word tat i can think of...

i duwan to b mean to u all.. but..

how m i goin b gud to u when i knew u all like to talk behind me?

ya,

call me petty den!

darknesssss

sob... i think.. i was not in a vy good luck month or year... sigh.. planned a so called surprise but end up tak jadi... everything is done d, but a problem just sud pop out den everything gone... i just cant defeat d destiny o fate?? i jz wish tat i m able to give a lil surprise to a fren.. yet tak jadi also.. useless me?? sigh... feelin down all the while... i can only kip d plan till next time d... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

missing a friend...

i found out tat everytime when i was down. i feel like talkin to you..

as tho u r d only 1 tat will understand wat m i goin to tell...

as tho only u r d only 1 tat i can trust

as tho u r d 1 tat ale to cheer me up...

i miss u alots... hope u r doin fine... take care...