Wednesday, July 2, 2008

borinGGGG

ya.. din update anything recently.. haiz.. ntg much to blog about.. feel kinda lonely.. *cOunTinG* almost 98.99% of my frens go to university d.. *feel left out* but i reli duwan d kelantan wit d course.. OMG.. i cant adapt d life there.. swt case!! arwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.......some of my frens say they are having homesick.. ya.. surely will.. but wat to do? FRENS.. although i cant stay by ur side.. but.. i alwiz support u all k?? all d best...i wonder y.. y my frens seem like hav faith in me while i m d 1 dun hav self-confidence?? i was blur.. i cant decide anything now.. ya.. i was planning to go ucsi in my mind but tat cost alot.. can i study well there?? can i show to my dad tat i can get gud result?? is it worth for my dad to spend so much on me?? can i keep my result in private uni later?? can i? i felt lost.. seeing other get into local uni.. but i hav to ask my dad to pay.. m i useless?? i dunno.. but my frens are encouraging me.. they say i can do so.. hardwork lead to success, they say i did d last min job for stpm so i aint tat stupid.. reli?? i dunno... my fren tat get lower cgpa den me also got into food scieence course in ums.. erm.. mayb i fill in wrongly when i apply... haix~~~~~ god.. tell me wat i can do pls....

2 comments:

tualang3 said...

Elene,

Can't help visiting your blog just to know how r u doing. Hope you r okay..Anyway r u okay?

eLeNe said...

erm.. if i say i m ok u will blif a?? i feel i m ok la.. but u din see my previous blog a?? when a gal say she is ok, she is actually not~~ i dunno