stuPid!!

i m not goin to upload those pics in here.. was like taking a century to upload tat... if u guys reli wan to see tat.. can view in my frenster... sry ya.. jz not having mood..

last weekend was a stupid weekend.. i hate tat.. haiz..

F-R-I-E-N-D-S

can any1 tell me wat is definition of frens??

i tot i m havin a bunch of nice 'ji mui'

but fact showed i m WRONG...

i nvr think v will get split...

i nvr think all these will happen...

i nvr wan this to happen too...

*sigh*

look at those pics tat v used to take together.. 5 of us.. but now end up u wan to leave d group... u say u duwan b fren again to peng.. n u spoiled d frenship.. wat the heck??? bcoz u decided to b liddat den we cant hang out like b4 d.. y? if tat is something serious den i can understand.. but it is not.. u r making me heartache n disappointed.. BCOZ of a guy... u choose to end up d frenship.. wat the heck????? the guy not worth it.. not worth... HE NOT WORTH IT.. can u und?? he dun like u... d fact is HE DUN EVEN LIKE U.. can u wake up??? pls b rational... he got gf d.. n u get mad at peng jz bcoz peng contacted wit him.. u say she hide from u.. wth.. u expect peng tell u who she call eveyday?? if u reli ntg wit him d y u do care? we jz ask bout his planning for future... n u get angry over it... v not mean to hide, but... whenever v say any topic tat relate to him den u gone irrational.. v duwan see ur mood sway... so v din tell.. but u jz get mad over it.. u say u hate ppl betray u? wth.. wat v did? jz bcoz v giv tat fella a call so tat is betray??? CAN U B CONSCIOUS? u r not ugly... yet u r smart.. u r wise enuf.. but y? y ur rational n wise will gone when things relate to him? pls.. wat u doin is not torturing urself only.. but us as well.. we are here.. alwiz here for u.. but.. u r pushing us away... u noe d feeling when i heard peng said u duwan b fren wit her anymore? T.T pain... 1 n half yr frenship... 545 days tat v gone thru... u gav up jz bcoz a guy.. bcoz a GUY tat dun appreciate u... worth?

u said duwan fren wit peng, den how bout us? duwan us anymore? but even u jz duwan fren wit peng... things go diff d.. without peng, v r incomplete d... can u wake up? can i slap u to make u clear wit d fact?? u noe wat is goin on but u making those things to b miserable.. there is not only a guy in d world.. u can get better 1... i dunno wat i can say to u.. i dun think i can talk face to face to u, i duwan v got argue... wth!!!!!

if i say sry to u for din tell u tat

can v bek to b4?

i duwan lose a fren tat i call as ji mui...

it hurts..

i feel emo... *sob*

ntg last forever? even friendship?

n.. to sum1.. dun take me as info counter again. i dunno y u giv me d feeling tat u treat me as info counter.. but tat is annoying.. stop it.. if i still feel tat... i will ignore u.. reli.. i hate!

there is alwiz tomorrow.. but y i still feel i cant expect o put hope on tml? god... pls.. pls let her realise wat is goin on..

p/s: i noe u will get mad if u read this, i noe u will angry at me for this.. if u do.. den i apologise for tat.. but tis is my blog.. so i can release my thinkng here...